i am tired of being on the low

I have been one of those amazing kids, lived in a neighborhood that was average and I have the basics with me. I went to the best schools and did my best and got my degree and now doing my masters. I have actually been an ideal kid before my parents, never did drugs and just stayed on track, did what I was told and dint question it at all. After 30 years of being in this world I am still hustling (rick rossing it) I have had low points in my life and I am fed up being broke, I say my prayers and ask God for the blessing and I work hard but I get nothing in return, I don’t want to live like this, I have an ability to music but it just ended on my comp and friends CD collection. I was told never to look for a miracle, but to be the miracle. I have followed instructions and there is nothing I have achieved from it. I live with a hope of a better tomorrow, I don’t need that. I need to live assured of a better tomorrow, I will be rich for I know it money solves 99% of problems in this world. I would rather have that money and have the 99% problems resolved. I have made applications and I have the qualifications but I never get the job done. I have an amazing brain that works above average and I can think of anything within a small time frame. Enough is enough, I am tired of being where I am. Someone would see this and feel I am complaining, I don’t see anywhere its stated that I should suffer. They say in God’s kingdom there is wealth and success. I have asked for a piece of it each day. For I need to set a great base for my son. I am not hustling but I am living my life. I will not survive but live each day as a king. That’s whats up!