ni shida baada ya shida, yamekuwa ni mashida...

Ni asubuhi nyingine shida ndiyo hayo yamenikodolea macho,
kila ni lalapo ombi ni kuwa niamkapo mashida yakuwe yame enda
kama si kupunguka. Moshi angani yananifanya kifua ifungane.
Kwani ni sisi tu tutashinda kwa upungufu wa vitu kawaida vya maisha?
Chakula ni kimoja tu kwa siku ya leo.
Sikupenda kwangu lakini nimepungukiwa uwezo.
Hela hamna kwa hivyo sina lakunua,
kila nipitapo watoto wanacheza kwa baridi bila nguo unaofa,
hamna masomo kuwa funza wawe watu wema kwa jamii.
Watoto hawa bila malazi bora, watakuwa wezi wa kesho
kuangaisha maisha ya wale waendao shuleni.
Mwenyezi Mungu ndiye suluhisho ya maisha bora,
bila yeye hatuwezani kamwe.
Ukinniona nimevaa surwali yenye viraka nakupasuka,
si ati fashoni , ni ukosefu wa hela mfukoni,
ukiniona silkuli wakati flani, si ati nkuchunga mwili,
ni ukosefu wa hela mfukoni kuniweza kukula vyakula vitatu kwa siku.

i dont know what to tell now.......

At times we are blamed for the wrong we do, actually it’s not knowing how to do, we work so hard to restore this nation but no one cares what we do, in a world of opportunity we still fail on how to do. It is never in us to do it right, but to mess up when we are to do it right. We have kept hope on false hope, that’s not right. We have been lied to by the same people we place in power day after day, that ain’t right. We have fallen and been ashamed to wake up and make that difference, we have hidden in our failure and kept off the truth that shall keep us free. We love and yet fail to act, for if we acted we would have been far from this sorrow that has messed us up. I know am just a man who has taken his time to right this and I have no power to change the way our systems are, but I know someone who reads this will feel the need to help in change that will make us be better in this world. I have hope for a better future but not with the current situation we have around. We have to change every aspect of how we view things, on how we want to live our lives and how we want our children to make this life better. Its high time we think of us not them, we have leaders who have no zeal to make it better for this nation, they work for their families and whoever he or she knows. We have to change this life, make it better than this. We live in a society where we are divided by race, tribe skin color and regions, this has limited us to develop and become one. We tend to think of native place when it comes to development, politics is all tribal based, and we don’t have political parties we have tribal gatherings with organized somehow management. We are not any different to the village movements we have back at rural level. We had oneness in us when we got independence but since then it has been a nightmare that I really want to wake up from. The only way to change is by us changing first, it starts with you and I, let’s have it in us to change and make life better, maybe it would work. I have hope for a better tomorrow, lets walk and change this nation……

power is not fit for humans….let’s leave it to God

Nearly all people can stand adversity be it women or men,
but if you want to test true character of an individual,
give that person power. It’s said power corrupts,
and I failed to give it my mind. For sure power makes human sick,
and insane they act like animals in the wild and are high on some cheap drug.
When in power we lose focus and the resolutions we make to have this life better.
We make valleys around us when in power and forget the truth we have at hand.
We are blinded by the wealth that accompanies power.
We tend to go to paths where people have gone thru and left bad marks on it.
Yet we fail to go to places where there is no path and leave that trail which will make that difference. We set records in the poorest ways,
we look for things that distract our leaders, yet it’s all with them, power.
We are hungry for power, we claim we have good for this nation but we fail it each day.
The leaders are rapists and have done wrong to this nation.
I have nothing to present to my kids, and the coming generation.
This land is spoilt by wrong leaders who are not committed to making that positive difference that will make life better.
For sure we are lost in this dark age of corrupt leaders and humans with no focus,
leaders who don’t care leaders who are out to destroy the little we have,
how can we trust them with what we have?
How can our kids count on a future that does not exist?
That is what we should think about for sure life is full of shit and power is not fit for humans….let’s leave it to God

lets be single as a country for a while!!!

it is a very sad thing, if we look back to 2 years ago we had hope, hope for a better Kenya and a well defined future for our kids…how wrong were we! Each day things happen and we wonder why? Do these politicians who campaigned with so much emotion be full of shit? I have not seen the difference among these so called politicians. They are one and the same cut from the same cloth, and reading from the same script. The country is now going without food but who cares? Some political men are all thinking about money making…why take food in south Sudan and yet lower north eastern province people don’t have food to eat? Why are tones of maize pilled at the port and people are dying from no food? Why is the Prime Minister wasting out time with cheap talk and no action? Why are the scandals showing up in a government we knew would be up right? Why is Balala awarding tenders to his sons? Why, why, why? I have so many questions to ask but who will answer them? Who? Are we cursed? Is the term leadership in this country cursed? Why is it when our leaders are away from the top job they speak value and when at the job talk bullshit? I am deeply hurt by the actions of humans who we have the ability to lead. What is so difficult with just doing the right thing? When Moi Daniel was the president we never had such problems, there was never a shortage of oil, and he took care of food shortage….he was in charge. I don’t know what Kenyatta did for this Nation but Moi for a fact did good…..we walk around talking of how he was the worst, but he did good for this nation. Security was not an issue, food was in plenty, oil was available….i was young but I never saw problems we are having now. We trusted humans and they always fail us…..

look at the presidential hopefuls for 2012 elections,
· Miss Martha Karua – a vocalist, stands for whatever, good or bad. At least she has a stand in what she does. The problem is what of if she fails and sends us in the wrong direction?
· Prof George Saitoti – Vice president for 11 years and done nothing that I can look back and say he did it…..yet he want to be president now, I wonder what new will he bring that he never gave…now he is a minster who can even handle the insecurity in this country.
· Kalonzo Stephen – with a very polite look but that’s just it. Nothing more than just that. He talks of miracles and miracles which only benefit him and not us…what will he do? He has been in parliament for as long as I can remember, what will Kalonzo do? We need a leader who will do what is needed not a wanna be pastor. So to me I think we need better…..
· Raila Odinga – this man was admirable when he was an opposition leader, he looked honest and true to the people of Kenya… now he is in power, he is power, why are we still suffering. The orange future we were told is not even what we are having. He has not made anything better, we still have scandals and bigger ones than Goldenberg. I see people die due to hunger, prices have gone higher so for me I don’t see him doing any better given the full power.
· William Ruto – I don’t know if he is to be president but I have lost hope in him, I find him an eloquent man with water so much of it in his speech. Its talk talk talk talk and no action. Period he cant deliver the dream
· Wakoli – we need a president not a clown!!! Period. Then again we just had one who dint really care so the clown can take his place
· Musalia Mudavadi – I just don’t know how to describe him, he just can’t be president after what he did with the parking fee in town he is just not the one.
· The rest of the MPs in parliament – these are a bunch of clowns who don’t have uniforms to be at parks to do their work…after rejecting paying of tax I don’t see any one who is fit to sit in that parliament, let other thugs find their way there and also steal..Not the same people to steal again…

In conclusion I think we have just been in a fucked up relationship with the current government….(this includes the retarded spokesman Alfy) I think it will be nice not to have a president for a while, just be a single state, date a few other with no serious commitments… maybe we can recover on our own without another fucked up system… I do advocate for no voting and let’s be single as a country just for a while…